Today, I am making a choice. A choice to dream. A choice to live. A choice to live out my dreams. Because I deserve it. Because I am worthy. Because I need this. Because I refuse to sink.
Journeys, destinations, and epiphonies require the bare, stripped down naked truth. No embellishments, no jades, and no extra sprinkles on the top. So I will tell the truth.
There are both positive and negative truths I need to face up to. Positive first. I am kind. I am beautiful both inside and out. I care. I love people. I am smart. I am funny. I am fiercely loyal. Now, the negatives. I am overweight.I am 5' 2" in height and now weighing 80kgs. My excess weight is threatening to banning me from life. Next one. I am unemployed for now. I need a job so i can live out my dreams. Third, I need to learn to love myself . I need to accept me. Strengths, weaknesses and dreams. All of it.
So today, I am deciding to walk. Walk around the lake for half an hour. I will try. My absolute hardest. Tonight, I will not beat myself up if I discover shock at my unfit body. Tonight I will be at peace.
Love. Everyday blessings. Happiness. Fine food.Beauty in All Forms.Friends. Fashion.Memories. More Love.
2 comments:
I know you say you love the way I write but honestly your way of words is inspiring, so dont ever belittle yourself. EVER.
You go girl, do what you want to do, take a stand, make that change. People always forget that in order to be happy in life, it starts with loving themselves.
aweee... thanks so much pri! and cheers to self acceptance!
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